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Too Exhausted To Love
Too
Exhausted To Love It has been a long time holding up my sword. It has been a long time holding up my guard. It has been a long time refusing to play.
It has been a long time holding back my tears.
Dropping my sword is not that hard. But opening my heart, this brings up my fears. I feel so exhausted. The
sword has been heavy. I feel so exhausted. It
has been so long. I feel so exhausted. I
feel too exhausted to love. How do I start again? What
will I do? The transition is different now.
There is a new way unfolding. The transition takes time. I need to rest. I let down my sword. I am willing to open. But I feel so exhausted, too exhausted to love. This feeling is heavy. I
agree and let it in. I can feel myself sinking. I
am not ready to swim. It is o.k. I acknowledge. I
accept all my rhythms. I accept my exhaustion. I
accept myself fully. I have patience. I
can wait. I can honor the flow. It won’t be long now. I
am healing. This I know. Joe
Hurley
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